Spiritual One's Journal

Feb 2007
10:11 AM EDT

My strength is being tested or perhaps I am getting what is due to me, I really don't know. I have things I am ashamed of and have ask God for forgiveness.

You break my heart because you leave me, us and you see things in such a distorted way, I have to question if you are right, but the truth is even if all of what you say is true running away fromis notthe answer, don't be afraid for you are a good man, I know that despite how you feel about me, I know that, but my heart hurts and I have know one to lean on because you would just think I was making my side sweeter to make everyone around me side with me. I don't care about sides I care about you, I and our marrige how can you run away so far from us, and your family. I am torn apart, but you will not speak to me and I must accept that and hope someday you will see through the fog you seem to be looking through.

I will stand by you and God will stand by us both, I pray for a solution to the pain you seem to be going through, I don't know what your mind tells you but it is not correct I know that, please God help us.

Amen

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